miho hanakura
Things as they are...
The wind from south brings cloud to north, I can see bright world. It happened sudden but it certainly happened, road, sidesteps, spring grasses, yellow flowers & myself. The light surrounds us, I cannot move with feeling warmness of spring light. Wind & clouds have gone, with changing their shape. Everything I can see is in the light & all I can hear is the noise of this world.
By the way, how & where have I walked till now? In the chaos, the place where I can be alone, the way with my friends, dark & calm world with many stars. All way are walked only by myself, but were they right or have I missed something so important on the way? Even as for me it is the vague & uncertain.
& which way will I walk? I'm not sure either, what I can say now is they are always between hope & anxious, when I gaze stars at night, feel so afraid of this huge world, coz I am alone in this world. There are too much gap between me & this world but even so, is there anywhere I can walk well? However I should walk somewhere the next day to recognise myself. I am always with me.
In the warm spring brightness, I start walking again to be back to the mixed world with all of myself & my life. & I walk my way every now & then.
